Last Saturday at sunrise, I had finally had enough. I turned around after taking the above photo, and there was my stalker — again — watching me. The morning before, he had passed me eight times in his car, slowing down each time to make sure I saw him. He no longer photographs me as he did last year, but his unrelenting appearances are always unsettling and disruptive to my peace of mind.

But this post is not about my stalker so try to refrain from commenting about him. Rather, this post is about what I discovered when I got into my car and drove to a place in farmland where I’ve never been and where he would not be able to find me.

The moment I saw how the mist was reflecting the rising light, I said aloud, “WOW!”

But then I saw this and thought I had stumbled across a cathedral in England:

Not a fan of the poetry of Gerard Manley Hopkins, I nevertheless exclaimed this line from his poem, “God’s Grandeur” when I saw this: “The world is charged with the grandeur of God.” There was no other way to describe it.

I looked around. All was charged with grandeur:

When I got home, I looked up Manley’s poem, “God’s Grandeur.” It is not an easy read, but Google saw it as a sonnet describing “a world infused by God with a beauty and power that withstands human corruption.” It was a perfect poem to mitigate against the ugliness that would erupt on the White House lawn later that evening. Following is the poem:

To tell you the truth, I still don’t quite get this poem, but its musicality is beautiful and the last three lines do describe what I witnessed last Saturday morning. Ah! what bright wings I had!

10 responses to “God’s Grandeur”

  1. Charlotte Rogers Avatar
    Charlotte Rogers

    WOW glorious.
    I don’t quite fully get Hopkins poem either. And I love your images and that Hopkins first line came to you. We need that line in this world today.

    1. Sharon J. Anderson Avatar

      Amen, Charlotte. I was grateful for that line too. There’s another Hopkins poem that includes the words, “dappled things” or something like that. Those words came to me, too. I think it’s his poem”Pied Beauty.” I’ll check.💕

  2. Sharon J. Anderson Avatar

    PIED BEAUTY by Gerard Manley Hopkins

    Glory be to God for dappled things –
    For skies of couple-colour as a brinded cow;
    For rose-moles all in stipple upon trout that swim;
    Fresh-firecoal chestnut-falls; finches’ wings;
    Landscape plotted and pieced – fold, fallow, and plough;
    And áll trádes, their gear and tackle and trim.

    All things counter, original, spare, strange;
    Whatever is fickle, freckled (who knows how?)
    With swift, slow; sweet, sour; adazzle, dim;
    He fathers-forth whose beauty is past change:
    Praise him.


    I don’t necessarily think of God as male, but other than that, this poem is appropriate for what I witnessed last Saturday morning.

  3. Trish Miceli Avatar
    Trish Miceli

    Thank you for continuing to share the beauty you encounter while I’m sleeping. Since I cannot comment on the stalker which I always imagine your routine would embolden, I’ll admit a friend of mine has helped me to appreciate Hopkins a little. I’ve memorized “As Kingfishers catch fire” as it’s so melodic, and the book Exiles by Ron Hansen was beautifully moving, imagining a phase of Hopkins’ life.

    1. Sharon J. Anderson Avatar

      You MEMORIZED a Hopkins poem?! Thank you. I looked it up and it is totally worth memorizing:

      AS KINGFISHERS CATH FIRE
      As kingfishers catch fire, dragonflies draw flame;
      As tumbled over rim in roundy wells
      Stones ring; like each tucked string tells, each hung bell’s
      Bow swung finds tongue to fling out broad its name;
      Each mortal thing does one thing and the same:
      Deals out that being indoors each one dwells;
      Selves — goes itself; myself it speaks and spells,
      Crying Whát I dó is me: for that I came.

      I say móre: the just man justices;
      Keeps grace: thát keeps all his goings graces;
      Acts in God’s eye what in God’s eye he is —
      Chríst — for Christ plays in ten thousand places,
      Lovely in limbs, and lovely in eyes not his
      To the Father through the features of men’s faces.


      Also, I had never heard of the book, Exiles by Ron Hanson. I looked it up on Amazon and here is how it is described — absolutely fascinating:


      In December 1875 the steamship Deutschland left Bremen, Germany, bound for America. On board were five nuns, exiled by a ban on religious orders, bound to begin their lives anew in Missouri. Their journey would end when the Deutschland ran aground at the mouth of the Thames and all five drowned. Ron Hansen tells their harrowing story, but also that of the poet and seminarian Gerard Manly Hopkins, and how the shipwreck moved him to write a grand poem, a revelatory work read throughout the world today. Combining a thrilling tragedy at sea, with the seeming shipwreck of Hopkins’s own life, “Hansen brilliantly, if soberly, weaves two interrelated story lines into a riveting novel” (Booklist on Exiles).


      Thank you, Trish 🙏❤️

    2. Sharon J. Anderson Avatar

      Trish, I wanted readers to focus on the grandeur this morning, and not my stalker.

      That being said, I have posted about my stalker on my blog more than a year ago. I’ve talked to him, a friend has talked to him, BARC and USDA security have talked to him . . . .

      Adrienne has the most compassionate perspective, reminding me that the stroke the stalker had more than a decade ago could be diminishing his brain as he ages. He is clearly obsessed — in fact, passed me SIX times this morning and yesterday morning, showed up in the Fitness Center parking lot (I work out on Tuesday and Thursday mornings) when I arrived at 6 a.m. It could have been a coincidence, but I doubt it. On my way home from farmland this morning, he pulled out of a parking spot where I did not see him as I passed and followed me. I purposely took a circuitous route home and he made every turn behind me. I finally ended up at the Fitness Center parking lot (on a day when I don’t work out) and watched him drive away. He clearly knows my habits. On one level, he’s harmless, on another level, he totally creeps me out. I have a visceral response in my gut every time I see his car. He adulterates the peace and serenity of my farmland sanctuary.

  4. Beth Avatar
    Beth

    Thank you for this beauty! It makes me see the world around ME a little more clearly.

    1. Sharon J. Anderson Avatar

      You’re so right, Beth. Your comment could serve as the moral to this story.🙏❤️

  5. Carol Westphal Avatar
    Carol Westphal

    Sorry to be so late in response, but have been in bed all day with a mini-set-back. Sigh. Loved this piece. One of all-time favorite poems, and now to have these magnificent photos to bring it even more to life! Thank you!
    Sad to know that Hopkins never saw his most (if any) of his poetry published. Thankfully poet Robert Bridges collected much of his work and saw that it was published, after Hopkins had flown away into the grandeur of the Beyond.

    1. Sharon J. Anderson Avatar

      No worries, Carol. You must first and foremost take care of yourself.

      But I am heartened to have another fan of Hopkins here. I never knew that Hopkins never saw most of his poetry published, which makes me appreciate him even more. I shall get out my collected poem of Hopkins and read again! ❤️🙏

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