I hate Mondays.

I read once that if Mondays were “a person, I would avoid eye contact.” So I woke up yesterday morning to the persistent sound of rain . . . rain that had begun late Saturday afternoon and continued all through Sunday and now into my dreaded Monday morning. I was tempted to go back to bed and not get up until Tuesday. But something — a still, small voice? — told me to get my ass out to farmland. “Yes, the sun is not out, but you need to be.”

So I drove out to farmland and yep, it was completely overcast. For solace, I decided to park near my favorite trees, RGB and Ripley for a few minutes.

7:20 a.m., my tree, named RBG because at a certain angle (not this angle), she leans decidedly left.

To the left of RGB, I noticed a faint crack in the sky and wondered if the fast-moving clouds would continue to drift right . . . and they did.

7:24 a.m, my tree, Ripley, with the crack in the sky to her right.
7:28 a.m.

I waited and waited.

Two minutes later the sky seemed to explode. I walked parallel to the moving crack in the sky until I came to another tree — Andy — that I had named after my late father. The sun was still hidden by clouds.

7:35 a.m., but still no clear sun.

Less than three minutes later, the sun burst through.

7:38 a.m.
Ripley, 7:39 a.m.

The sun was aglow for only three minutes. As I basked in it, a line from an e.e. cummings poem came to me: “I wake to a perfect patience of mountains.” Mountains, not rain. Mountains, not clouds. Mountains, not despair.

Ripley, 7: 41 a.m and the disappearing sun.

I am not a patient person, but am becoming more patient because Mother Nature has invited me over the years to pay attention to what’s in front of me. To simply watch, wait and witness.

At 7:20 a.m., I had parked in gloom. Twenty minutes later, I was standing in flaming symbols of hope. Gloom to hope in twenty minutes. Little wonder that e.e. cummings included this stanza in his poem, “i am a little church (no great cathedral):

7 responses to “Flaming Symbols of Hope”

    1. Sharon J. Anderson Avatar

      Thank you, dear Neola.

      I just love it when I’m awake here on the East Coast and you are awake on the West Coast. We’re connected across the entire country❣️❣️❣️

  1. Sharon J. Anderson Avatar

    e.e.cummings entire poem, “i am a little church (no great cathedral)”:

    i am a little church(no great cathedral)
    far from the splendor and squalor of hurrying cities
    -i do not worry if briefer days grow briefest,
    i am not sorry when sun and rain make april

    my life is the life of the reaper and the sower;
    my prayers are prayers of earth’s own clumsily striving
    (finding and losing and laughing and crying)children
    whose any sadness or joy is my grief or my gladness

    around me surges a miracle of unceasing
    birth and glory and death and resurrection:
    over my sleeping self float flaming symbols
    of hope,and i wake to a perfect patience of mountains

    i am a little church(far from the frantic
    world with its rapture and anguish)at peace with nature
    -i do not worry if longer nights grow longest;
    i am not sorry when silence becomes singing

    winter by spring,i lift my diminutive spire to
    merciful Him Whose only now is forever:
    standing erect in the deathless truth of His presence
    (welcoming humbly His light and proudly His darkness)

  2. Charlotte Rogers Avatar
    Charlotte Rogers

    I love your lines of “watch, wait, witness.” We as a culture are so impatient. I am amazed that you have learned to slow down. I appreciate the line of “i wake to a perfect patience of mountains.” Bravo and thanks for passing it all on.

    1. Sharon J. Anderson Avatar

      Thank you, Charlotte.

      The words, “watch, wait and witness” came to me last week when a fellow Greenbelter responded to one of my sunrise photographs (I post them occasionally on the Greenbelters Facebook page) with: “They only get better and better. I love what you do.” I responded, “Yes, Mother Nature can put on quite a show,” to which he replied, “No, I mean what YOU do. What do YOU do?” I thought about it for a while and then I replied, “I’m not sure what I do, but three words come to mind, ‘watch, wait, and witness.’” He liked those words, too.

      That is what I do.

  3. Trish Avatar
    Trish

    Thank you for this powerful post. It’s in keeping with the beauty of Berry and Dillard too and we would be wise to keep reminding one another as you have here.

    1. Sharon J. Anderson Avatar

      You are welcome, Trish. Keep reminding me, too!

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