I hate Mondays.
I read once that if Mondays were “a person, I would avoid eye contact.” So I woke up yesterday morning to the persistent sound of rain . . . rain that had begun late Saturday afternoon and continued all through Sunday and now into my dreaded Monday morning. I was tempted to go back to bed and not get up until Tuesday. But something — a still, small voice? — told me to get my ass out to farmland. “Yes, the sun is not out, but you need to be.”
So I drove out to farmland and yep, it was completely overcast. For solace, I decided to park near my favorite trees, RGB and Ripley for a few minutes.

To the left of RGB, I noticed a faint crack in the sky and wondered if the fast-moving clouds would continue to drift right . . . and they did.


I waited and waited.

Two minutes later the sky seemed to explode. I walked parallel to the moving crack in the sky until I came to another tree — Andy — that I had named after my late father. The sun was still hidden by clouds.

Less than three minutes later, the sun burst through.


The sun was aglow for only three minutes. As I basked in it, a line from an e.e. cummings poem came to me: “I wake to a perfect patience of mountains.” Mountains, not rain. Mountains, not clouds. Mountains, not despair.

I am not a patient person, but am becoming more patient because Mother Nature has invited me over the years to pay attention to what’s in front of me. To simply watch, wait and witness.
At 7:20 a.m., I had parked in gloom. Twenty minutes later, I was standing in flaming symbols of hope. Gloom to hope in twenty minutes. Little wonder that e.e. cummings included this stanza in his poem, “i am a little church (no great cathedral):
around me surges a miracle of unceasing
birth and glory and death and resurrection:
over my sleeping self float flaming symbols
of hope,and i wake to a perfect patience of mountains







11 responses to “Flaming Symbols of Hope”
Beautiful
Thank you, dear Neola.
I just love it when I’m awake here on the East Coast and you are awake on the West Coast. We’re connected across the entire country❣️❣️❣️
e.e.cummings entire poem, “i am a little church (no great cathedral)”:
i am a little church(no great cathedral)
far from the splendor and squalor of hurrying cities
-i do not worry if briefer days grow briefest,
i am not sorry when sun and rain make april
my life is the life of the reaper and the sower;
my prayers are prayers of earth’s own clumsily striving
(finding and losing and laughing and crying)children
whose any sadness or joy is my grief or my gladness
around me surges a miracle of unceasing
birth and glory and death and resurrection:
over my sleeping self float flaming symbols
of hope,and i wake to a perfect patience of mountains
i am a little church(far from the frantic
world with its rapture and anguish)at peace with nature
-i do not worry if longer nights grow longest;
i am not sorry when silence becomes singing
winter by spring,i lift my diminutive spire to
merciful Him Whose only now is forever:
standing erect in the deathless truth of His presence
(welcoming humbly His light and proudly His darkness)
I love your lines of “watch, wait, witness.” We as a culture are so impatient. I am amazed that you have learned to slow down. I appreciate the line of “i wake to a perfect patience of mountains.” Bravo and thanks for passing it all on.
Thank you, Charlotte.
The words, “watch, wait and witness” came to me last week when a fellow Greenbelter responded to one of my sunrise photographs (I post them occasionally on the Greenbelters Facebook page) with: “They only get better and better. I love what you do.” I responded, “Yes, Mother Nature can put on quite a show,” to which he replied, “No, I mean what YOU do. What do YOU do?” I thought about it for a while and then I replied, “I’m not sure what I do, but three words come to mind, ‘watch, wait, and witness.’” He liked those words, too.
That is what I do.
Thank you for this powerful post. It’s in keeping with the beauty of Berry and Dillard too and we would be wise to keep reminding one another as you have here.
You are welcome, Trish. Keep reminding me, too!
This is such a beautiful example of breaking through your own resistance by listening and responding to your inner intuition. And oh, what a reward for you and for ALL of us! Thank you!
I agree that Wendell Berry would be proud, even though you are not quoting him here. Maybe he was whispering to you from the Bardo.
WOW! Wendell Berry whispering to me from the Bardo! I’m completely humbled by the thought of that.
Speaking of whispering, can I share with you that I sometimes hear Mother Nature whispering to me? Or howling, depending on the weather. She’s hard to ignore — and should NOT be ignored. I credit her most of all with my ability to listen and respond to my inner intuition. I was a very hard nut to crack, but how could she NOT break through? Her music breaks through and tempers even the toughest broads.
A beautiful piece, Sharon Friend. Thank you for “being there.” Thank you for “waiting.” Your experience is a powerful reminder that what cummings points to in his final verse of “i am a little church” is truly a reality, a reality we so often miss in the clamor and hurry of often hectic, impatient modern lives.
i lift my diminutive spire to
merciful Him Whose only now is forever:
standing erect in the deathless truth of His presence
(welcoming humbly His light and proudly His darkness)
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